Footprints

Things change and life goes on.

In real life, I have gotten a new job with new exciting challenges. A place to go to and feel productive at the end of the day.

In real life, I'm living a dream. I'm 35 years old and finally doing what I should have done many years ago. I've gotten approved for a mortgage all by myself! Yay me! I'm searching for a place to live with the person whom I could never see myself without. My "soul sister", my confidant, my best friend and my sidekick. We will be putting an offer on a beautiful condo this weekend. And, we should be moved out from my mother's place in just a few months. It's kinda scary to undertake such a big responsibility but we'll be so much happier on our own. Oh! How I can smell the freedom now! I simply cannot wait. A part of me, though, would rather stay at mom's because it's so much cheaper here but, you know how it goes, right? People adjust their budget according to their cost of living. The more money one has, the more unnecessary expenses one occurs.

In real life, I have people who love me. People who care for me and people who depend on me.

In real life, I have it all...

*whispers softly* I have it all with the except of a portion of my heart that you took away with you. I wish I could say that it was only my virtual heart that you took with you but there's no difference at all between the virtual heart and the real heart. Things are virtual when we cannot touch them but, certainly not virtual to feelings.

In my virtual life, I am a wedding planner and designer. I am a wedding officiate and I bring couples together. I am present when they share the most wonderful day of their life together.

In my virtual life, I have vowed never to get involved in a relationship again. There's no one that can bring me satisfaction like I deserve and no one is worth the pain and suffering that comes when things come to an end for I cried real tears when you disappeared from my life.

In my virtual life, I rez prims. I torture them and texture them to create something beautiful to embellish the residents' fantasy world. My creations are detailed with a romantic flare. I put a lot of pride in my virtual work just like I do in real life. And, now, with an added skill to the mix... I've learned to script! So, many wonderful things to come from that.

In my virtual life, I have my own sim. Something I wanted for a long long time.

In my virtual life, I have it all... including the footprints you left on my heart.

~Vasanti~