It's Been A While

It's been a while since I last posted anything on here. Truly, I haven't had much interest in my virtual world... well, at some point, however, there surely were a few spikes since DJQuad left me (see previous blog).

I've managed to complete a sim I was designing and building with the exception of a few smaller details. It surely was a big project consisting of an underground and an above ground city. I had started this project end of September... it's not 2 months later and still, I'm going at it. It's taking much longer than I would have wanted it to take but, I need to be in a certain state of mind to rez prims and to be creative. The breakup messed me up. We've had a few talks.. more like "fights" and, it's best we don't talk at all at the moment because, he surely is up to his old "games". Mr. DJQuad will be quick to say that he don't play any games but, yet, he fails to fully commit to a single woman and seems to want to run a harem of them appearing to be the sweetest and kindest man of all times, most devoted, loyal, faithful and honest. That, however, is left to be debated. *I* knew it but, love... love isn't perfect. It's messy. And, when two people are willing to work at it, there's hope. Love, it's also seeing someone's faults... and I mean REALY seeing them... and still be able to love unconditionaly without hesitations. I knew what he was all about. I loved him regardless. In the end, I got hurt and I'm the only one to blame because, I had faith in him and I believed in him. Ah well.. live and learn.

I've been also busy bringing back my gift shop into SL. It has a very huge selection of greeting cards, gift boxes and teddy bears with more things to be added. However, I've caught interesting into something else... Let's see what time brings.

I'm cutting this short as it's 3AM here and I need to work in the morning. Need to get myself to bed.

~Vasanti~